I'm really really sorry guys for the gap in posts! I didn't have access to a PC on the weekend of the 12th November due to my being at my girlfriend's place. Saturday (13th November) was Day 3, and it didn't end well. Here are the notes I made:
Day 3
14:51 - Feeling tired. Yawning. And a fog of tiredness has just entered my brain. I'm on the train so I better stand up before I fall asleep.
15:51 - I'm trying to read some book on statistics, but my brain won't assimilate the information. Every time I try to understand, there is a fog of mental fatigue that immediately passes over my head area. Thisis making it impossible to read without falling asleep. I'm going to avoid studying for now... But I'll use this as a test of full adaptation.
19:00 - took a nap at 19:06. I didn't want to get up 30 mins later.
* EDIT: I took my nap at my girlfriend's place
I accidentally slept again! It lasted from
22:00 - 00:00! It then happened again from
05:00 - 09:35.
Both cases were due to the fact that I was with my girlfriend!
My girlfriend and I discussed this, and we both agreed that there was no way I'd be able to adapt being around her place. Additionally, she's told me that can't handle seeing me go through the pain of sleep deprivation. The bloodshot eyes, the tired face, the headaches, the long periods of me not saying anything etc... it's all too much for her. So we've agreed that I won't visit until 3 - 4 weeks have passed, which is the time I need to really get a handle on this schedule. I didn't start again until Monday November 15th.
Monday 15th November Restart Day 1
There was nothing special to report during the day. The attempt officially started at 7am on Monday morning. Well, there was almost nothing to report, except that, after being awake for 20 hours, at around 3am I crashed and woke up 6:45!
The reason is that I didn't listen to my body. I had prior warnings that I was feeling tired and that I needed to act by taking a walk or a douse or something. However, I didn't listen. I just continued playing my game. I remember being ok for a while after the initial warning... maybe an hour. But then all I remember is waking up in my room hours later. (I was playing video games in my brother's room on his new hd tv, so I must have got up, walked to my room, sat down on the chair and slept).
Remedy:
1) Just like Nick said in a previous email to me, I have to act whenever the signs of sleep deprivation arises and not a minute after.
2) Another option is to leave the house between the hours of 2am and 6:45 am, the hours I find most difficult to stay awake in (unless someone is awake with me). I can go to central London which is only 40 minutes away by bus and relax at an internet cafe... or go to Bar Italia - a 24 hour restaurant, which also resides in central London. For now, this will remain just an option, until I deem it a necessary step to take.
Tuesday 16th November Restart Day 2
11:12 - starting to feel tired. But nothing major. Slightly sore eyes. And there's a slight ache in the front region of my brain.
13:36 - still feeling slightly tired. But the fresh air is doing me good.
14:34 - still feeling a bit tired. It's hard to work like this with this nagging ache of tiredness in my head. It's a lot easier when you don't have to think.
14:43 - the sore eyes and aches have increased in intensity. I'm now beginning to develop cold like symptoms (runny nose and sneezing).
17:43 a headache is developing on the left side of the my head.
17:57 - on the train heading to my parent's house. I'm feeling quite sleepy. But I won't fall asleep. Need to get out by 2am now on daily basis for at least 2 weeks, or at least until I've adapted.
I can feel the headache increasing in intensity.
18:41 - headache gone after eating a fish o filet and French fries. So the headache was due to a lack of food and water as opposed to being caused by a little lack of sleep. Interesting.
00:18 - headache is back on the left side of my head
03:23 - playing video games with my younger brother.
06:50 - I was having so much fun playing my brother that when my brother told me it was almost seven o'clock, I didn't believe him.
07:00 - took my nap. Woke up on time. I didn't really feel tired.
Wednesday 17th November Restart Day 2
It's 13:12. I've got a slight headache and my eyes are slightly sore. The ache in my head is related to sleep deprivation. There is a knowing, that if I just go to bed and have a lie down, all this pain would go away, but I refuse to entertain this suggestion for long.
13:40 - headache has intensified.
14:17 - I'm feeling really tired now.
15:37 - headache is still present.
15:47 - sleep dep symptoms intensifying. It's impossible to do my job while like this! Sore eyes, aching temple, and there's a mental fog over my brain which is preventing me from taking anything in mentally in.
02:20 - feeling good. I'm finding myself eating too much though.
Thursday 18th November Restart Day
08:55 - overslept again. I found myself in the chair at 06:55. I then took the nap at 07:00. This has now happened two days in a row. I'm going to eliminate the possibility of this happening by staying outside the house after midnight. I'll return home as late as possible - 06:30 perhaps.
18:18 - feeling slightly tired. Nap time soon. I'm going to leave the house tonight at around 1am. It's the only way to stop myself oversleeping.
02:25 - I'm on my way to central London. I'm on a bus 176 heading towards Leicester square. I was feeling tired before I stepped out the house. The fresh air has revitalised me somewhat
05:04 - I'm in trafalgar square. I've been walking for over 2 hours now. While my legs are tired, my mind is wide awake. If I had been at home playing games, eventually I would have fallen asleep, of this I am sure.I'm coming here evey night til I adapt. I'm gonna head back home now.
05:44 - slept for about 25 mins on the bus! I sat down on the seat and just snoozed! Next time I have to be careful...
05:58 - it's really interesting that when I step outside the bus, my mind is wide awake. But as soon as I sit down on a seat in the bus my mind beginst to fall asleep again!
06:06 - I'm on the bus back home again. I've yawned three times in the last two minutes. As I look at my reflection in the mirror I see that I don't look good. Or maybe it's more accurate to say that I look worse than usual ;). There are bags under my red eyes.
06:20 - Just got home. Mind is awake. 40 mins left til nap time.
07:00 Nap - took my nap at the correct time and woke up at the correct time thanks to my mum. (I thought I had set my alarm correctly but it didn't go off. Luckily my mum made sure I was awake. I looked again at the alarm I had set and saw that it was set for 7:30pm!
Friday 19th November
11:54 - ok, I feel quite crap now. I'm currently at work typing out some documentation and I am unable to think straight. Reading is difficult. Every time I read, my eyelids start to get heavy.
11:54 - I think I just lost consciousness for a split second. I'm struggling to keep awake.
17:47 - heading home from work now. I struggled to continue work over an hour ago . My head felt sore and productive thinking was very difficult. Sore eyes and goggy brain are the most sever symptoms I'm experiencing right now. I feel that if I'm not careful I'm going to sleep on the train....
00:07 - I fell asleep on the train for about 15 mins! Had my nap at 19:00 and alarm woke me up 30 mins later.
Right now I'm feeling ok. Was feeling tired a minute ago but I quickly ate some chips. Will leave the premises about 1am-2am.
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That's where the recording stops.
There were a few more attempts that didn't go well due to some mistake I made or another.